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All is well, other than the fact that I have a broken heart [09 Jan 2007|06:07pm]
Ok, it has been a while since I have updated this thing and I doubt anyone really cares to read it any how, but whatever, here goes.

First things first, I am heart broken, completely devestated. The Buckeyes broke my freakin heart last night with that sorry ass showing in the National Championship game. A little part of me died last night.

Other than that everything is pretty much gravy. I will be an uncle in Feb which is cool, I just hope my brother is able to come home to see his baby born. I miss that kid, and I missed his call today while doing laundry. Moral of the story is not to do laundry kiddos.

I still work way too much but nearly as much as before, I'm down to a handable 50-60 hours a week.

I recently started dating a girl I have been pursuing for way too long long, but looks like everything is working out, so it was worth it.

I hope everyone's holidays were memorable, y'all take care and be safe.

ps: Yes, i realize that was possibly one of the worst updates ever
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[22 Jun 2006|04:35am]
I'm going to be getting inked very soon. It will be hot sex. You all will be way jealous. It will cost me an arm and a leg, but not my right one...that is where the sexy is going to be placed. That is all.
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WHy do we seem to shit on those we care for the most? [17 May 2006|10:30am]
I know I'm guilty of it, so maybe I shouldn't even go on this rant. I will though. Why is it that the people we claim to hold most near to our hearts are the ones we always seem to hurt or push away or forget about? How can someone who meant so much suddenly mean so little and occupy so few minutes of your day? And I'm not talking about the people that are no longer important to your life that are swept away and you really have no desire to ever deal with again. No, I'm talking about the people that you tuck away for safe keeping, expecting that they're always going to be there for you when you need them. You neglect them, pursuing new friendships, new relationships, binge drinking, massive drug use, irresponsible and self damaging behavior, or any number of interests. You pursue the -rest of your life- while always holding it in your head that you can always go back to these people you seal off. That they will always be there for you no matter how you treat them. You'll call on them once you need something, once it is convenient for you to do so. There are people you'll come across that will always be a part of your life no matter how much time passes, because you both have put each other in that bubble. There are others that you'll turn to and they will have vanished, the illusion of time suspension squashed. And there are those that have placed you in this vacuum and expect you to always be there for them, when they want something or need something. Many times, you will be there for that person. Sometimes you won't. This is one of those times. I remember the beginning of the end, but you don't even see the credits coming.
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Hmmmm [06 May 2006|09:46am]
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[03 Apr 2006|05:36am]
So, I'll be 26 come Wednesday. Fuck I'm getting old. I still don't have the net up at my place, but I'm looking into getting a new desktop computer and cable internet. We'll see.

My parents are coming down on Wednesday and my brother and his wife are driving down on Thjursday. I can't wait to see them. In August my brother is getting sent to Iraq for atleast 18 months.

Is it weird that the girl I liked (like? Love? Ugh!) is sleeping in the room of the friend whose computer I am using to type this? It is a long story and I think I may hate both of them? They both made me look like a fool and he's afriad I'm going to kick his ass, because well, I'm a violent and very mean spirited person.

I'm still working 60 plus hours a week but making extra money and I'll be debt free by the end of the year, awesome!

I have no time to date, so it is ok that I have no prospects, but mother fuck do I need to get laid! Maybe I need to go whoring, but that isn't really me.

Feel free to leave love, I'm sorry I'm shitty at staying in touch. I hope everyone is doing good, I miss you all. Or most of you. Well, my firneds, because although it is doubtful, this is a public journal and some scum fuck I sent to jail may be reading this, in which case I hope you fucking die and then burn in Hell. The sooner the better so that you stop wasting tax payers money!

The best way to contact me any more is probably by my cell as email is very sporadic and checking this is almost nil. 404-406-1564, feel free to use it, and if I don't answer I'm either sleeping or keeping the streets of the ATl safe, in which case leave me a voicemail and I'll hit you back as soon as I can.

Take care and be safe.
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[02 Mar 2006|06:46am]
I'm not dead, I don't have time to read about your lives right now, my parents are visiting in a month, my brother is being shipped to the desert in August for at least 6 months, I'm still confused as ever about women, I work 60+ hours a week. That is all, back to your regularly scheduled lives, or the lack there of.
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[08 Dec 2005|02:11am]
Friday I leave for Vegas! Wish me luck on not coming home with a stripper wife...or the clap!
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I love my job [20 Nov 2005|05:24am]
<td align="center">Career is most important in your life.


Having a high focus on career indicates that you are extremely focused on furthering you career right now. You don't mind working late at the office or sucking up to your boss because you know it will pay off soon.

Life Piechart - QuizGalaxy.com
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[17 Nov 2005|10:21pm]
Hemi go vrrrrrrrrrrrooooooooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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[12 Nov 2005|12:44am]
I'm done, I'm fucking done. I give up. I give in. You win. Back to withdrawing inside myself again.
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Yep [09 Nov 2005|07:11am]

"Intellectually" Intelligent


You're 'Intellectually Intelligent.' That pretty much means that you're good with theoretical ideas and concepts - but this comes to you naturally. More or less, you're a natural brainiac. Good for you.


20% theoretical intelligence
60% natural intelligence





Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
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[07 Nov 2005|08:16pm]
So uh yeah, I didn't get the transfer I put in for. I'm not sure how I feel about that. They gave it to some kid from the Mid-Town mini-precinct and my buddy who is on auto theft task force has done nothing but bitch about the kid since. The other day he wouldn't get out of the car and help chase down a 44/45 perp because his ankle hurt. wtf yo!Ugh, another classic example of APD snafu.
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I always figured this was the reason why girls went to the bathroom in pairs... [07 Nov 2005|04:41am]
Two Carolina Panthers cheerleaders who allegedly were having sex with each other in a bathroom stall at a Tampa, Fla., nightclub were arrested and charged early Sunday following a run-in with patrons and police.

According to a police report obtained by the CBS TV affiliate in Tampa and the Charlotte Observer, Angela Ellen Keathley and Renee Thomas were arrested following an incident at Banana Joe's, in Tampa's Channelside district, at 2:10 a.m. ET.

In the police report, witnesses claimed Thomas and Keathley were having sex with each other in a stall when other patrons grew angry that the two were taking so long in the bathroom.

Another woman waiting to use the bathroom got into an argument with the two, and Thomas hit that person in the face, according to details of the report posted on TampaBay10.com, the CBS TV affiliate's Web site.

Keathley, who was escorted from the nightclub, was so drunk she could barely stand, the report said. Police described Keathley as rude and belligerent with police.

When Thomas was arrested, she gave police the name of another Panthers cheerleader -- Kristen Lanier Owen, the Observer and TampaBay10.com reported. Thomas, who was charged with one count of battery, might face additional charges for lying to police, once they confirm her identity.

Keathley was charged with disorderly conduct and obstructing or opposing an officer.

Other Panthers cheerleaders bailed Thomas and Keathley out of Hillsborough County jail later Sunday morning, TampaBay10.com reported.

The cheerleaders made the trip to Tampa on their own -- the squad performs on the sideline only at home games. Panthers officials at Sunday afternoon's game said they were aware of the report, but declined further comment when contacted by the Observer.

According to the Panthers' official team Web site on NFL.com, Keathley is a registered nurse and second-year member of the TopCats. Thomas is listed as a student at the University of North Carolina-Charlotte and first-year member of the cheerleading squad.
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Stolen, sup? [28 Oct 2005|03:53am]

ColorQuiz.com Steve took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Urgently in need of rest, relaxation, peace, and a..."


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[11 Oct 2005|05:21am]
I put in for a transfer to Auto Theft Taskforce, we'll see if I get it. If so I'll be spending my work hours chasing stolen cars and fun shit like that, hollar!
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I liked this, I'm reposting it. [05 Oct 2005|11:20am]
I know you. You are too short. You have bad skin. You couldn't talk to them very well. Words didn't seem to work. They lied when they came out of your mouth. You tried so hard to understand them. You wanted to be part of what was happening. You saw them having fun, and it seemed like such a mystery--almost magic. It made you think that there was something wrong with you. You'd look in the mirror trying to find it. You thought that you were ugly and that everyone was looking at you. So you learned to be invisible, to look down, to avoid conversation. The hours, days, weekends.

Ahh, the weekend nights alone. Where were you? In the basement? In the attic? In your room? Working some job, just to have something to do, just to have some place to put yourself, just to have a way to get away from THEM. A chance to get away from the ones that made you feel so strange and ill-at-ease inside yourself.

Do you ever get invited to one of their parties? You sat and wondered if you would go or not. For hours you imagined the scenarios that might transpire. They would laugh at you. If you would know what to do. If you would have the right things on. If they would notice that you came from a different planet. Did you get all brave in your thoughts? Like you were going to be able to go in there and deal with it, and have a great time. Did you think that you might be "the life of the party?" That all these people were going to talk to you and you would find out that were wrong. That you had a lot of friends and you weren't so strange after all. Did you end up going? Did they mess with you? Did they single you out? Did you find out that you were invited, because they thought you were so weird?

Yeah, I think I know you.

You spent a lot of time full of hate. A hate that was as pure as sunshine. A hate that saw for miles. A hate that kept you up at night. A hate that filled your every waking moment. A hate that carried you for a long time. Yes, I think I know you. You couldn't figure out what they saw in the way they lived. Home was not home! Your room was home. A corner was home. The place THEY weren't, that was home.

I know you. You're sensitive, and you hide it because you fear getting stepped on one more time. It seems that when you show a part of yourself that is the least bit vulnerable someone takes advantage of you. One of them steps on you. They mistake kindness for weakness, but you know the difference. You've been the brunt of their weakness for years and strength is something you know a bit about because you had to be strong to keep yourself alive.

You know yourself very well now and you don't trust people, you know them too well. You try to find that special person, someone you can be with, someone you can touch, someone you can talk to, someone you won't feel so strange around. And you found that they don't really exist. You feel closer to people on movie screens.

Yeah, I think I know you.

You spend a lot of time day dreaming and people have made comment to that affect telling you that you are self involved and self centered. But they don't know, do they. About the long night shifts alone. About the years of keeping yourself company. All the nights you wrapped your arms around yourself so you could imagine someone holding you. The hours of indecision. Self doubt. The intense depression. The blinding hate. The rage that made you stagger. The devastation of rejection.

Well (sigh), maybe they do know. But if they do they sure do a good job of hiding it. It astounds you how they can be so smooth. How they seem to pass through life, as if life itself was some divine gift. And it infuriates you to watch yourself with your apparent skill in finding every way possible to screw it up.

For you, life is a long trip. Terrifying and wonderful. Birds sing to you at night. The rain and the sun, the changing seasons are true friends. Solitude is a hard-one ally--faithful and patient.

Yeah, I think I know you.

--Henry Rollins
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[30 Sep 2005|05:24pm]
Nothing is new, one day melts into another and unless I'm working the day mainy seems wasted. I met a girl, she's cool, we're only friends, mother fucker. Actually, haven't talked to her much lately, which is ok, I feel like I've become her last resort. That's a good thing though, because I'm not confused on the situation any more, I can look clearly at the board and see the score. Funny how you can grow to like someone so much in the span of roughly 3 months though. Yeah, I said I wasn't going to write about my interaction with females in here any more, I lied.

Hmmm, what else is new. There are rumors a turf war is supposed to break out in Atlanta between ATL and Nawlins dope boys, that could be fun.

I bought a $500 watch, but I'm experiencing buyer's remorse so I might take it back. I'm a thousand closer to being debt free, sweet ass sweet.

I want a new car. I want a Dodge Charger SRT8. I'm not really sure I can afford that though. I know I can't right now. But once my credit cards are paid of I might be able to swing it. Depending on the cost of insurance of course.

That is all, I'd say leave comments but I never replied to the last ones anyone left, so I won't be begging for them. If you want to thoug hhowever, feel free.
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[21 Sep 2005|02:13am]
You are a

Social Conservative
(26% permissive)

and an...

Economic Conservative
(71% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Republican




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[14 Sep 2005|05:10pm]
So, I wonder...did any of you fucks miss me?
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Do it [18 Aug 2005|07:30pm]
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